Eighteen

Dear Blog,

So my mom and I were talking last night and I was asking her why, why? WHY?!?! Why do guys think that if they are buff and just tiny bit good looking that they are all that and a bag of chips. Yes maybe the guy is physically attractive but the attitude is such a turn off. They want to be all hot abs and ripped arms and yeah that is attractive a bit but I like beautiful smiles and a nice face. Isn't that what girls are looking for? My mom thinks that because guys are visual they want to put out a good image. With a new, sleek car I'll get the girl. Yes, maybe you will but is that even the right kind of girl? My mom dated a guy that she broke up with because they weren't on the same level spiritually. At first I couldn't get it though because he owned a yacht. YES! A yacht! Mhmm the girls that will treat you well will not fall for you because of your yacht or your $ 2,000 watch. My mom did compare this strange thing that guys do with with putting all their attractiveness in their muscles and their physique to how girls want to look as busty and leggy as possible. Which makes sense but I still don't get how the fit guy should win my heart? On the contrary, I don't know if I'd be able to look without judging at an obese person in that way but hey you don't know. Guys that are in shape= cool, Guys that are in shape and know it= not cool
What about a guy that is not the tall, dark and handsome guy but the guy who likes to make people laugh and is a little more awkward. GIRLS LOVE THAT!!! If you have trouble talking to girls, just ask something about us and we'll never stop talking. I'd rather have guys that are honest and funny then cocky and arrogant. ...aaah i'm just frustrated

I also was asking my mom why math is taking me so long. As I was doing this she was looking through all the papers on my desk. Yeah, well as she is doing this she finds Lesson 71 of my math sheets. It was half-finished.
Mom, "You said you finished!"
Me, "I did!"
Mom, "Then why is this half-done?"
Me, "I HAVE NO IDEA!!!" Well so we kept talking and she is cleaning up the papers on my desk she finds another sheet of paper that says Lesson 71. This Lesson 71 was finished. I was like oh that must be Caleb's lesson! (Caleb is my younger brother) hahahahaha... well we figured out that I had done Lesson 71 twice. No, that's not entirely true. I didn't finish Lesson 71 the second time. Oh well. It gave me a laugh. My mom has decided that the answer to why math is taking so long is this exact reason. yep... wow
Sometimes that's the only way I can take myself. I just go "Wow Chelsea, wow..."