Started school about two weeks ago. It feels so weird saying that. Last year my depression got really remarkably bad during the school year but I had such a bad summer that I thought that it must have been caused by that. It can't be now that I think about it because I am not myself right now and it's only been two weeks in. I wasn't even planning on being depressed although I'm not sure anybody does. That was a stupid thought. What's frustrating is that this was a great summer. I had to do math homework but I was happy. I don't want to whine and complain about myself, I guess I'm just confused how such dark feelings can wash over somebody so fast.
How does depression even work? How can feelings go away and a year later be so strong and horrible. Only God knows.
On a brighter subject trying to get down leet or hackerspeak? It makes me laugh because it's so confusing but oh well. Getting ready for school now. :( l!|= 5(_)[|25 ^5 0|= /\/()\/\/
How does depression even work? How can feelings go away and a year later be so strong and horrible. Only God knows.
On a brighter subject trying to get down leet or hackerspeak? It makes me laugh because it's so confusing but oh well. Getting ready for school now. :( l!|= 5(_)[|25 ^5 0|= /\/()\/\/
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chels, i can definitely relate. not QUITE in the same way, but let me know if you ever want to talk. :]
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