Monday, September 29, 2008

Thirty-One

Have you ever tried to tell your real life story. Truly, I think that Little House on the Prairie must have been a joke. How on earth did she remember all her life in all that detail? Okay wait back up.
So I had nothing to do in study hall today. An utter waste of time. Another one of those reasons that I hate Larkin. So I decided to get started on my book. I'm just focusing on one little aspect of the last year. At first I tried to write everything down in chronological order but then I would write something down and realized that I missed stuff or I should have put it in earlier. Or I couldn't figure out where on earth it went. When did this happen in relation to that? I just was so lost. How can something that has happened so recently be so hard to recollect? Oh I think I'm losing my mind. I just want to put together the pieces. It makes me so worried that if I can't remember the last year of my life at only seventeen, what will I remember when I'm old and gray?

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